Jerry W Stewart

It’s been a while, but I’m back. I’ve had a lot of new things going on my life that are both exciting and equally exhausting.  A few things (like this blog) have suffered some neglect to make way for all my new endeavors, but I’m struggling to find a balance between the old and new. For starters, I’m going to make an attempt to guide this blog out of the wastelands of neglect and back to the fertile plains of creativity and useless information about myself.

I’m not sure exactly what I had going on in the past. Most of my attempts to create anything reoccurring where half-hearted at best, so I’m not going to make any promises to revive those. If I look back and find something worth reviving I may do so, but for now, I don’t have any plans to. All the changes and fresh starts in my life has inspired my to give this blog a (mostly) fresh start, as well.

I’m sure you are all dying to know what changes I’m talking about, and I promise I will tell you all about them in the coming posts. For now, I’m out of time, so check back tomorrow to see what changes I’ve made. Until then, I would love to hear about the exciting things that have happened to you in your life, so post them in the comments.

~~ Jerry W. Stewart

Good morning. It’s Monday, and I am in an unusually chipper mood this morning. I”m not sure why, but then again I don’t suppose it really matters why. I had a great weekend, because I managed to very little. I spent most of my time tinker with my current manuscript and spending time with my beautiful wife.

We did manage to get out of the house Saturday morning for a Santa errand and to watch my daughters participate in a small town Christmas parade. They were supposed to be riding in the Fire Truck that is behind us in the picture, but it didn’t work out that way.

They didn’t really care. They had a great time, and that’s all that really matters to me. I love to see them smile, and they were doing plenty of that on Saturday morning. I’m glad I could be a part of it.

Tonight Brianna, my oldest, is singing in her school’s Christmas program, so you can guess where I’ll be tonight. I’m looking forward to it almost as much as she is. She’s excited to be involved which makes me excited for her.

All this Christmasy goodness, is stirring the embers of Christmas spirit in me, and I’m finally starting to look forward to it. What have you done so far this Christmas season? Has it been all shopping and chaos or carols and Christmas trees? I hope it’s been treating you as well as it’s been treating me.

Merry Christmas from me and mine,

Jerry Stewart

So, I set out to participate in nanowrimo to help motivate me to get my word count up and hinder my attempts at procrastination. As the title of this post suggests, I didn’t accomplish what I had set out to do. Or, did I? I was about 37,000 words shy of the goal for the thirty day write-a-thon. Do I feel a little disappointed in my results? In honesty, I would have to answer both yes and no. I’m disappointed that I couldn’t manage to turn out the 1,667 words a day that I would have needed to hit the 50K mark in thirty days, but I’m elated at how much about myself and the process I’ve managed to learn over those thirty days.

I’ve learned some things about my style, grammatical methods, sentence techniques, and plot pace, as well as, some of my personal limitations. I’ve learned that I have to sit quietly for a period of time before I ever start tying and think about the scene I’m going to write and how it affects my characters mentally and emotionally. If I don’t, I go the through the motions of writing and look back to find that the spark of life needed to ignite my story and characters went out before it could burn due to a lack of imaginative oxygen. That may seem a little dramatic, but I mean every word. I want my store breath the oxygen of my imagination and catch fire to burn it’s own paths through forest of blank pages. If it doesn’t then I’ll gather my coals that still radiate some heat, throw some new kindling on top, and blow creativity at it until it burns.

Sure. I might eventually find the story if I hack at the keyboard long enough, and sometimes I have to, but it’s usually easier if I get in the mindset of my characters and put myself in their shoes before I type a single word. Most of the time I can read over a few of the passages from my last session and pick right up where I left off in a matter of minutes, but sometimes it takes longer. Sometimes I sit and stare at the screen for a while or let my eyes drift around my office hoping to find an idea somewhere…anywhere. Those times are rare, but they happen.

I fell like I’m starting to ramble on, so I’m going to wrap this one up with some questions. Did you participate in NaNoWriMo 2009? Did you come out a winner or a loser, like me? Either way, what experiences or lessons did the venture leave you with? Please respond in the comments. I’m interested in other people’s writing experiences, and I would love to hear yours.

Until Next Time,

Jerry W. Stewart

It’s been a while since my last post. Life has kept me more busy than usual, but I’m making an effort to blog more regularly again. In this post I just want to fill everyone in on what I’ve been up to during my absence. I got my iPhone, and I’ve sent off for replacement. It quit charging the battery, so I went without a phone while I waited for the repair or replacement. It must have been beyond repair, because the replacement I got back didn’t have a small scratch on the screen. Overall I’ve been pleased with my phone. I just hope that this one lasts longer than a month. There is a new firmware coming out September 25th to allow MMS support on iPhone 3G and 3Gs. I’m looking forward to the added feature, so I will be updating my phone then.

I’ve also been busy teaching my oldest daughter to read and spell words. She’s in first grade this year, and it is crucial for her to learn to read. I feel like the rest of her education hinges on this year and her ability to read by the end of it. This has taken up tons of time, not due to a lack of effort on her part, but rather the words she is required to spell. She gets 16 words a week that range from 4 to 5 letters long. Every Friday she has a spelling test on the words for that week. The words so far have focused on the combination sound of a consonant + r construction (br, cr, dr, fr, gr, pr, and tr). She has some difficulties with some of the combinations, but she is willing and ready to learn. We work hard on her words, and she is making some major improvements. It’s still an everyday thing when I have her.

When I do find time to pursue my own interests, I usually spend it trying to fill my manuscript with words. It might sound easy, but there is a lot involved in writing a novel. It takes some serious determination and an adamant refusal to throw in the towel. I will admit that I’ve been tempted to just give it up and say it wasn’t for me. I can’t do it, though. First of all, I love doing it way too much, and second of all, I want to know if my efforts will ever be good enough to find a publisher. So I’m sorry that my writing time has been spent writing fiction and not blogging. I hope to find a balance in the future.

In my last post I said, I wasn’t going to work on my first project anymore. I had decided to move on to my second idea, because it felt more like a story that I would want to read. Some advice from my writing friend, Casey, has changed my mind. In a reply to my last post, she said that I had to keep writing the first one, but writing both might be an option, as well. I’m going to attempt the latter. I think writing both stories at the same time has some merit. They are completely different from each other, which gives me a reason to write no matter what my mood is at the time.

Manuscript 1 has an All-American hero for protagonist and the other has a darker anti-hero. One is more of your typical vampire/werewolf story and the other has a lot of religious overtones in it. The good boy is harder for me to write, while the anti-hero seems to flow more naturally. The first is being told in the first person perspective from the hero’s POV, and the other is being told in the third person perspective by an omniscient narrator. With the books being so much different from each other, I can switch back and forth depending on what mood I’m in at the time. I used to think it was a bad idea to divide my attention this way, but the more I thought about it, I realized that in my imagination my attention is already divided by these two ideas. I find myself day dreaming about both of them, so I don’t think it is going to hurt either story to write about them congruently.

What are your thoughts on working on multiple projects at the same time? Do you find it harder to focus, or is this your preferred way to work? I’m interested in other peoples writing habits, and I would love to hear about yours.

–Jerry Stewart

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